New Room

When I moved back home I really didn't have anywhere to stay. I had a bed, but it was in Alicias room, and well, it was still her room. So I had 2 drawers for my clothes and such.....
But now Alicia (my sister btw) has moved out.
So, I get the room to do with what I please.

On the north wall I put a dresser, the makeup stand, a nightstand and then in the corner is my new daybed.
On the east wall is my bed (corner of northeast) and then my dresser. There is also a window on this wall, so the dresser faces the window.
South wall consists of my tv stand, mirrored dresser and door.
West wall: tall nightstand, mirror, and closet.

It's a really good setup, and the room looks really huge.

I love new rooms, make me feel accomplished when they are done.

Fresh room, to a fresh beginning in more ways then one.

:-)

Baby steps

Life is getting a little better day by day.
I'm learning to rely on my friends again, not just on one person.
I'm learning how to be a confident happy single.
I'm dancing like no one can see me.
Singing like no one can hear me.
And loving like it's my last.
Day by day, I am learning to laugh, trust, and open myself up again.
After all, I'm only human.
Always fighting what I'm feeling,
hurt instead of healing.
Right now I'm sick of hurt, sick of getting hurt and sick of giving hurt.
I'm trying to heal, and I'm succeeding.
Just a little bit.
Baby steps.
Day by day.
Who knows where one can get with baby steps...

Love it, Live it

Lately I've been so lost and confused. Seems like everything around me is foggy.
Today, Peter was at Dads, mom at work, and alicia with her friends.
It was just me.
And my piano.
and my guitar.
and my music.
and my voice.
And I sang for the first time in a long time, actually sang for more than 15 minutes.
I sang for 2 hours.
I was the happiest I've been in a long time.
It all comes back to music.
I love it.
I live it.
As long as I have music I know I'll be ok.