In the summertime when the weather is hot...

O summer how I love thee!

The start to this summer has been pretty darn good!

It's been so very hot! It's gotten up to 90 already!

So far I've gotten to see Charlie twice (I went and visited him and he came up this past weekend for a day for his brothers graduation party)! I miss him. a lot.

I've been out to the bars a few times, had a bonfire in the teepee, hanging out with Pete and Alicia, been working a lot, and just relaxing.

Today I started my two summer classes. They are only a 4 week course, so it is going to be difficult to fit in two semester worths of materials into 4 weeks, but I think I can do it. My math class is basically one big review of high school so it shouldn't be too bad. And I love my Economics professor! The class is just so much more enjoyable when one can actually understand what the professor is saying! lol

Lately when I'm board I find myself either watching America's Next Top Model, Girlicious (I know i know...), or planning my wedding (which is stupid cause I'm not even close to that, but hey a girl can dream right?), or looking for jobs.

And all this looking at wedding stuff and job searching has just made me realize how poor I am going to be getting out of school.

I'm worried about not finding a job, their aren't many out there. And if I do what if it happens to be in like, New Mexico and my boyfriend is still in Wisconsin? I'm worried that I won't be able to find a job, which means I won't be able to pay off my loans, and I won't be able to move out then, or buy a car, or get my own cellphone,... and worst of all, I know my Mom would hold that over my head. I just want independence so bad.

This is what is wrong with me, I worry about the future instead of just enjoying the present.

I've always been the person who is not happy with where they are.

But at least I know now right? Isn't the first step to acknowledge the problem?

Well this summer I am just going to relax and take it all in. Take in the sun, the breeze, the knowledge, the money, the hugs, the scents, the tastes, and the love.

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or to throw it all away, got to tell them that we love them while we got a chance to say.

We gotta live like we're dying. :-)

*Whew*

Voice lessons - A
Choir- A
First Nations Studies - C
Opera Workshop - A
Education 206 - B
Sightsinging and Eartraining 2 - A
Theory 2 - B
Piano 4 - A


Not bad!
5 A's
2 B's
and 1 C.


I'm pretty happy! I did that with 2 part time jobs too! (Deserved better than a C in that class but o well.)

Hope to keep it up next time!

Summer Goals

X visit Charlie at least once and go to Noah's Ark with him
X visit Minnesota to visit Sarah, Maria, and Allie
- visit Iowa to see tippy and biv
X pass my Math class
X pass my Economics class
x work lots and make lots of money
x go out to the bars and go clubbing
X party at Lisa's apartment
X Reconnect with Susan, Leah, and Caitlin
X work out 3 times a week
X get a taaaaaaaaan without a booth
- by the end of the summer, after tuiton is paid off I still want to have $500-$1000 left over
- swing at the park
X go shopping at st. vinny's with Alicia
X go for a bike ride with Peter
X go to the library more
X go rollerblading on the fox river trail and get ice cream from Zesty's
X get drunk, but not hungover
- drive in movie theater
X visit Steven's Point to visit Jill
X pass my Praxis
- go to up north and jet skiing
X to relax and have fun
<3

*I will be checking these off as I go. :-)