The past week or so has been a rough one.
My mom and I sat down to figure out if I can afford to come back to chicago for fall and the numbers made it very clear that I cannot. I really sucks, and I'm having a hard time handling it. So is Jamie. The plan for right now is to go to GB for the Fall, and take it semester by semester after that. I talked to them today and my transcripts need to get in, then I'll be good to go.
Jamie and I have been having a rough time lately. Part of it is because I started talking to charlie again, part of it is because of the distance, I think it's a whole bunch of things at once. But we are getting there. Charlie and I said goodbye for good last night, we both know it is just for the better like this. I thank him for being so mature about it and wanting the best for me. Jamie and I will be fine, the road is just going to be rough for a while.
I've been so stressed lately.... SO STRESSED. With the college thing, and finding a job, and then Jamie thing, it's just a lot for me to handle.
Everything will work out somehow.... I just need to keep faith...
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Dearest Amanda
I haven't really gotten a chance to actually talk with you, and I'm really sorry about that because I know you're really struggling right now and I wish I could be there for you.
Don't loose hope. As you have kept telling me for months, when god closes a door he opens a window...
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