Heartbreak

Last night I had to do one of the most difficult things of my life. I had to let my boyfriend of 11 1/2 months go.
It had gotten to the point that neither of us were in it if it wasn't going to last in the long run (marriage, kids).
And there was some fundamental differences.
Basically I am more conservative, he was more libral..... in almost every way possible we were spilt on issues like religion, schooling, and we just bickered a lot on little things.
He is a very mature guy, a very opionated guy, and I there were times when I would just get exhausted of him because everything needed to be backed and supported. He was wound so tight, he couldn't let loose.... even just to dance. If he didn't know how to do something he didn't do it and that was the end of it. I want someone who loves to try new things.
Having been through heartbreak, cutting it off was so hard cause I understand the pain I caused him.
Words cannot express how sorry I am.
I think we both can find people better suited for us.
I will miss you so much.
I hope you realized I was bawling last night too...
I didn't forsee this happening, I really never meant to hurt you.
Please find it in your heart to forgive me somehow,
I never meant to hurt you.