Let's just get through this.

When did this all happen?
I thought we were so in love...
I guess I did get caught up in everything. I was constantly worrying about the future, but I didn't mean to get it in your head.
Now you are the one worrying, and I'm the one going "Slow down, lets just take this in little chunks"
I see people break up around me and I just can't believe that is might actually happen to me again.
I would be broken. again.
That's the part that would piss me off, is that we've been here before, I let you back in and it happened again.
You say I'm beautiful, fun, caring, you can see me as your wife eventually. But the thought that I could actually be the one person you spend your life with freaks you out. You think you are too young to be in such a serious relationship. Then why did you start it if you knew you couldn't finish it? You want to get married later which is fine with me... I just think you need to be ok with commitment for once.
The part that bugs me is that there is nothing I can do.
You tell me its you. You have to figure it out in your head.
So I'm just sitting here waiting for you to come around, hoping I'm worth the distance and the wait.
The distance isn't permanent, I hope you can see that. I want you to have fun your senior year too ya know? I want to enhance your life, not hold you back.
And as for the job thing, I already told you I would follow you, my career is more versatile.
I've just been thanking God for everyday I have with you, and praying that he'll guild you back.
I already lost you once, i don't know if I could handle loosing you again.
We are SO compatible.
I think you'd be making a huge mistake.
We just have to keep working and get through this... that's what the good strong couples do.
I love you, and I know you love me.
Let's just get through this.